05.04
Silvina Yuza
Volley, I am coming back
Today was hard day for me. You know why?
I am return to play volley ball. My coach asked me to follow a tournament. I have rejected to do. But she said that our team need me. I am not sure it is true. Because I really know my capability in playing. I am not really good actually. it became worse since I never practice for five months. Clearly, that I can not jump as high as usual. My body is heavier.
I was right, you know when I entered the volley ball field, all the eye's people on me. They hope I could play as good as they though. But I often did mistakes. Even my service did not do well. Oh God, Please help me, open my coach's heart to change me with another. My pray is answered. My coach asked me to out from the field and my friend Ella take my place.
I do not know what I have to do?
My mother did not agree if I follow to be a volley ball player. The reason is simple. She does not like if I wear the costume. I know you know what I mean. The costume of volleyball player is really mini. And our religion forbid to do it.
I am confused, in one side, I really want to be. But on the other hand, I know that if I do something that my parents not like, All will not be good.
Tonight, I have to do a night prayer, istighoroh, I will asked God's helping to give me direction what is better?
Leave my dream, or make my mother disappointed with me but one day I will prove to her that I can to be success with my own way.
I do not know yet.
Today was hard day for me. You know why?
I am return to play volley ball. My coach asked me to follow a tournament. I have rejected to do. But she said that our team need me. I am not sure it is true. Because I really know my capability in playing. I am not really good actually. it became worse since I never practice for five months. Clearly, that I can not jump as high as usual. My body is heavier.
I was right, you know when I entered the volley ball field, all the eye's people on me. They hope I could play as good as they though. But I often did mistakes. Even my service did not do well. Oh God, Please help me, open my coach's heart to change me with another. My pray is answered. My coach asked me to out from the field and my friend Ella take my place.
I do not know what I have to do?
My mother did not agree if I follow to be a volley ball player. The reason is simple. She does not like if I wear the costume. I know you know what I mean. The costume of volleyball player is really mini. And our religion forbid to do it.
I am confused, in one side, I really want to be. But on the other hand, I know that if I do something that my parents not like, All will not be good.
Tonight, I have to do a night prayer, istighoroh, I will asked God's helping to give me direction what is better?
Leave my dream, or make my mother disappointed with me but one day I will prove to her that I can to be success with my own way.
I do not know yet.
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